Unstoppable
Spring 2019 | By Robert Stephens
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Half an hour earlier, a nurse found Washington on the floor of her hospital room. By the time doctors responded, the heart that drove Washington to become the first African-American woman to earn an engineering degree at UCF had been still for at least five minutes.
They quickly began resuscitation procedures on the heart that empowered Washington to break聽scoring records as a player on the Knights basketball team. Ten minutes passed. Fifteen. After 22 minutes, there was nothing more they could do to revive the heart that inspired Washington to explore the unknown during a storied career at NASA.
Everyone left the room except for one nurse.
The most dreaded middle-of-the night phone call would be made to the Fort Washington, Maryland, home where Washington lived with her family 麻豆精品 S husband, Larry; children, Talia, Tyreese and Taurus; and her mother, Erma.
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By late morning, Washington 麻豆精品 S檚 resilience had driven family and friends to their knees in thanks.
Her heart had just taken a long break during an amazing journey. Washington was going to be OK.
It 麻豆精品 S檚 the fall of 1979. Washington has just begun her studies at UCF, and the young university is little more than a gap in the forest. Forty-five minutes away, Walt Disney World has become Florida 麻豆精品 S檚 biggest tourist attraction, and the nation 麻豆精品 S檚 space program has taken root on the coast. Things are changing around 麻豆精品 S and within 麻豆精品 S UCF.
Whether she realizes it or not, Washington is about to blaze new trails of her own.
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Of the 12,022 students enrolled at UCF in the fall of 1979, Washington and Brown estimate that fewer than 5 percent were black. The number of African-American women to earn a degree from the engineering college? Exactly zero. Washington would change that.
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It also didn 麻豆精品 S檛 faze her when she and her fellow first-year students were told at orientation that half of them who planned to study engineering would find the work too rigorous and聽change majors.
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Washington had a tight schedule, which included waking up at 5:30 a.m. for basketball practice. Despite the fact that she was among the leading scorers in Florida during her senior season at Palatka High School, Washington had to earn a spot on the UCF roster as a 5-foot-6-inch guard聽on a partial scholarship.
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Washington admits, however, that she had one brief period of doubt toward the end of her freshman year. The stress of basketball and her course load led to a fear of letting others down. That spring, she called her mom to tell her she wasn 麻豆精品 S檛 sure she could continue juggling it all.
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Washington was recruited by Kennedy Space Center over dinner at Red Lobster. 麻豆精品 S淚 laugh when I聽think how recruiters would come to UCF to interview black engineering students, 麻豆精品 S she says. 麻豆精品 S淭here weren 麻豆精品 S檛 many of us to interview. 麻豆精品 S
Convinced that NASA wanted her intelligence and not a skin color, Washington decided to temporarily ditch her ideas about working at Walt Disney Imagineering. She 麻豆精品 S檇 give the government one year of her professional life. One year.
When she arrived for work at the space center, she saw the computers and the launchpad and the team that would work on the shuttle program. To a self-proclaimed math and science junkie, it was like arriving on a new planet.
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At that time, she had never heard of mathematicians Katherine Johnson, Mary Jackson and Dorothy Vaughan. Johnson, Jackson and Vaughan, the African-American women who helped make America 麻豆精品 S檚 earliest space launches successful in the early 1960s, would remain relatively anonymous until the release of the book and movie Hidden Figures in 2016. There were subtle similarities in Washington 麻豆精品 S檚 experience early on. 麻豆精品 S淪ome people assumed I was a note taker, 麻豆精品 S she says. 麻豆精品 S淏ut again, none of that fazed me. I had the best job with the best organization in the world. 麻豆精品 S
Washington worked in the Mission Planning Office of Shuttle Operations at KSC, tasked with writing schedules for the shuttle, and calculating factors such as orbiters and ground equipment to determine how many missions could be planned by the year 2000. Her fascination with code and technology piqued whenever service people came into the office to work on the computer system, and she 麻豆精品 S檇 often ask the techs questions while they worked.
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But nothing prepared Washington for what happened on January 28, 1986. Shortly before noon, she stood inside the space center for a countdown before stepping outside into the cold to watch the shuttle Challenger lift off from the nearby launchpad and 麻豆精品 S 73 seconds later 麻豆精品 S break apart.
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Washington was about to head into uncharted terrain again. Among the changes made in the aftermath of the Challenger disaster, NASA transferred their most highly trained experts to聽its headquarters in Washington, D.C. Washington was among the people chosen to re-energize the space program.
The teams worked ridiculous hours, breaking old paradigms about space-lab development and experimenting with new programming ideas for satellite delivery. Washington thrived on the聽work. She also made inroads in places like Moscow and Germany, never thinking about the fact she was often the only black woman among white men until one morning when she had no way to curl her hair and no one to lend her a little help. Using reverse engineering, she ripped a brown聽paper bag into strips and created her own rollers.
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Washington would need to heed those words again, years later, when she faced her biggest obstacle yet.
While getting ready for work one day in 2014, Washington slipped on the stairs and initially thought she 麻豆精品 S檇 pulled a muscle in her back. When she finally went for an MRI, she and her family received unexpected news: Washington had a mass in her back and was diagnosed with multiple myeloma, a cancer of the plasma cells.
And so started her chemotherapy journey.
Two years before the diagnosis, Washington had been ordained as a minister at Fort Foote Baptist Church in Fort Washington, Maryland. The little girl who committed her life to聽Jesus at 9 years old was now the Rev. Marcietta Washington.
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Despite being unable to stand for more than two minutes at a time and the bones in her back turning brittle enough to break, she continued working for NASA and studying anything that made her a better engineer, minister, wife and mother.
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There was one subject, however, that she refused to learn about: multiple myeloma.
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Early on May 16, 2015, she needed all of it. The optimism. The faith. The friends from her days in Palatka and Orlando and at NASA. Word that her heart stopped for minutes before restarting spread so widely that more than 30 people would eventually arrive at the hospital. There, a doctor told her family, 麻豆精品 S淚 have no idea how she 麻豆精品 S檚 alive. 麻豆精品 S
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When Washington walked back into church after being absent for several months, the pastor stopped everything and watched her move to a seat. Row by row, parishioners stood up to applaud. 麻豆精品 S淭ake a good look, ladies and gentlemen, 麻豆精品 S said the pastor. 麻豆精品 S淭his is a real-life miracle. 麻豆精品 S
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First Lady
She entered UCF as Marcie Swilley in 1979 and, four years later, left behind a list of firsts:
First African-American woman to graduate from the College of Engineering
First women 麻豆精品 S檚 basketball player in UCF history to score 1,000 career points
First player to lead her team in steals for three straight seasons. Only three players have done it since. She still ranks fourth all-time in steals (250) and sixth in assists (326) in UCF 麻豆精品 S檚 record book.